To show differences in photos with flash and without on 1st Sept 06

The photos below were taken about 45 mins apart to the ones below on Friday 1st Sept 06, 3 months post surgery, with flash and without flash - to show the difference in how each picture comes out and how the eyes look and to also give a picture of how different my eyes look at different angles when I look at others in the eye. The first pix looks like my eyes are disfigured and lopsided. I'm tired of being too upset too much ... it is what it is.